Today is the 1st December 2008 . How could i forget . . . it's God-dad's birthday today . By any slim chance that you're reading this very post . Happy birthday to you . =)

Did my revision last night till early 1am this morning, i turned in and awoke at 6.28am to continue with my work . Went through notes, rewrote the works to re-enforce what is to be remembered, re-read tutorials again and again . I confessed, i only started revision last night . . . but i did those tutorials, didn't i ? I attended lessons and even asked for help . If i had known that the same old thing would happen yet again, feeling as hopeless as if i skipped lectures and left tutorials undone, i would have turn in early last night . Went home alone, didn't wish to join Nathan and Sharon, no more of those answers discussion, at least, not anywhere near me . I felt as if i should not have done those tutorials, as if my time is wasted doing those tutorials . 

For some might conclude that i deserve this consequence . I did nothing over the weekend, no extra revision and that i still am so laid back at times . Last minute revision means so dead in their eyes . No matter what i'm to become in near future, technician, waitress or perhaps accounts assistant, i have my teenage life to recall and smile about . Have you got interesting stories to talk about that happened recently . . . the past month . . . or the past one year ? If i have to sit down and recall, i could spend nights talking about my teenage life . Never would i wish to be speechless when my children ask me about my teenage life . We would sit down on the bed, hugging soft pillows, talking about interesting stories and laughing the night away till we're tired and go to sleep with a smile on our faces . I never regret about not studying enough . My principle of life : live life to the fullest, make no regrets .  

I never regret giving us a chance .

''Dear dear, it has been 5mths since we started. It had also been a long time since i last had a relationship that lasted so long. I just wanna let you know that i'm really very happy to have u as my gf n i'm really hoping that our relationship will last forever... Tks for the changes which u had done for me to keep our relationship going. I'll also try my best to keep u as happy as possible. Dear dear, I LOVE YOU.'' 1 Dec. 2008, 00:15, From : Terence Ong

''Siao ar. Go and sleep.'' 1 Dec. 2008, 00:16, To : Terence Ong

''Wah liew... I type so long, u say me siao.. =('' 1 Dec. 2008, 00:17, From : Terence Ong

''Haha. Ok la. Just disturbing you. I'm also very happy we're happy tgt. We're happy couple. Happy happy happy. Lol.'' 1 Dec. 2008, 00:18, To : Terence Ong

''Cho dear dear.. Gd nite... U slp early...'' 1 Dec. 2008, 00:20, From : Terence Ong

 

''Haha. Good night, my dear dear. I LOVE YOU TOO. =)'' 1 Dec. 2008, 00:20, To : Terence Ong

 

Let this post remain on, for i do not have to ability to remember it for long, oh you know me, always am so . . . My memories could forget me about this, but my diary wouldn't . 

She said what i thought i already agreed twelve months back : 

''don't rob me

of my will to live''